oh god why am i still thinking bout this..

So.. Ive seen a shit ton of dead people in my life... way to many.. some chopped up, some whole.. well I've held a human brain in my hands... and that shit doesn't bother me because in my thinking it could be any other animal but as soon as I see a some dead persons hands.. it just.. messes eith my head like.. those heands held that mans baby daughter... they helped lift someone when they fell.. they gripped the handle bars the first time that guy learned to ride a bike.... they held their wifes hands as she cried... jands hold memories.. much more then faces and brains...

Just thought ah'd add.. no I have never been directly (or hopefully distantly) linked to anyones death.. so no im not a murderer.